I’m not sure how to go about saying this. I’m not a well person. A chronic physical ailment for which there is currently no cure but fortunately treatment. It means that I’ll never be healthy, but with effort I can approximate something very close to that. The problem lies in when I fail in that responsibility. Two months of physical illness and various different stresses with which I coped magnificently poorly, and my health approximated the abysmal very rapidly. So how do I say this more simply? My life began falling apart and I collapsed.
Anyways, this made for a slow week of long reflection. I don’t regret it either. The things I’ve seen and considered will hopefully prove fundamental.
The least of which is that I simply need to master the marketing side of this arrangement. I do the vast majority of my own marketing. It’s not a thing like writing. There are so many pitfalls for which I proved woefully unprepared. Anyways, I’m just going to restrict my engagement to something manageable. I’m also looking into alternative media–something aside from Twitter and Facebook. The first is dying, and the second frankly doesn’t want me there. I have to go where goes my audience, and while Facebook has some of them, it’s really not their collective heart.
There is also the matter of my public persona. I’ve vacillated severally on the matter, and my conclusions are nonstandard. Some people err on the side of caution and choose not to engage in any shitposting of any nature, specifically religion and politics; others make a career out of it. What I’ve realized is how boring a persona can be when he’s forced to always wax vague for fear of giving offense. On the other hand, I stopped arguing on the internet years ago for good reason. Even I don’t know what to make of this either, but I do intend to offer more engagement to the reader, where I really should be focusing my attention.
Aside and aside, the release schedule isn’t markedly affected. More work is completed. As an aside, I’m contemplating putting together an amusing set of shorts comparing elements of contemporary politics to Nietzsche’s Thus Spoke Zarathustra, but I can’t even really imagine how that’s going to turn out yet.
This isn’t a scheduled communication. I just can’t sleep, and I thought it best to do something.
Anyways, best to all of you. Don’t neglect your health.